Life is always changing.I was born in middle class family . Being third girl child , I feel little less liked by many people around me. We are three daughters to our parents and my elder sister is mentally challenged . I remember from age of six I started to take care of all her works like feeding her , cleaning her , along with some household chores. These all are became part of my life.I love her so much and really like to spend time with her. As time passes when I compare myself with other kids , I came to know that playing or enjoying time with friends not possible for me and I always ask these questions to myself. One day I read some lines in a book, that when God send her favourite child to this earth he choose special people to take care of her or him , and I am one of them . After that I was feeling so blessed and stop to asking myself "why me?" I was not good looking child , many people criticised about it , due to their words , I scared to show myself , breaked my whole self confidence, self respect ,I was fed-up with my own life. Then , atlast , I decide to get best education and acheive a respectful position in our society. As the years passes, I finished my High school education with good grades. But being in middle class family , parents could not think any necessity of High education for their younger daughter. But I started to get preparation very hard and ultimately I was selected for MBBS from Government Medical College . My father was against my study for the reason of financial inability or distance from home etc , any how I managed them . During my graduation period I was faced so many bitter experience due to less monitory support and parents denial. I learn to live in least possible resources with extra care not to expense single penny on other than studies. After completing MBBS , I got married but I never stopped my journey . I completed my post graduation diploma in ophthalmology from Kolkata medical College and also finished my post graduation degree from Kolkata. My thesis publication  under National Board Of Examination, New Delhi is selected . In journal of Bengal Ophthalmic association ( BOJ ) My two topic were selected and published. As I promised myself , I used to gave my stipend money to my parents . During this time I attached with many charitable "eye checking camp ", done many free cataract surgeries with different NGOs , organized street children health camp with my colleagues at slum area. After few years , my husband got job in London and he asked me to go there with him , but now I am middle of one of post graduation degree plus I dont want to make myself barrrier for him.  So I assured him that I will definitely joined him only after completion of my full education and when I got suitable job at his place . Now started one of the most challenging journey , single married woman without husband in this male dominanting society, not accepted by many people... neighbours, landlords etc . Now I am more focused on my studies and my hospital duty.I Get few times to think about others , spend time with covid positive patients in our hospital maintenaning proper distance , try to enlightened their mood during this festival time when they are isolated from their families friends , try to help financially poor patients to buying their medicines . Their blessings their satisfaction means a lot for me .I always thanks to my God to get this amazing opportunity to help needy person in our society. During this pandemic period I used to started working on my hobbies like online fitness courses , start running , home exercises ,cartoon drawing , learning violin . I joined many runner group ,many doctors fitness pages in social media, finished many virtual marathon ,earn many certificates medals .Now I "fitness icon " is my another identify . As my study and hard work still not finished , so many more dreams are still not achieved. During my whole life "strong will power"is always with me . The great Rabindranath Tagore Sir is my God , I always follow his quotation ," when no one with you.you should go ahead with alone but never stop".